Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Scaling Thrill.

Jus like other days, again i woke up late - 11 something. Parents went outstation be bac only tmr nite. Saying goes 'when cat not around, the mouse roams' , i am the mouse. hehe.. I was brainstorming myself to think of ways to look for cheese. I cracked my head again n again to perk up myself to look for cheese, but there's no one left to acc me..Only then i tot of going for my annual teeth checkup at any nearby dentist clinic.
I went to carefour 1st floor, behind Nam Heong Chicken Rice, if my mom didn mention to me bout tat place, i would had never step to tat place ever. There's a dentistry clinic over there. I registered myself in tat clinic after my lunch in KFC around 1.30 pm. Tat lady ask me to come back around 2.30 coz there's an appointment at 2pm. An hour to go, i really dunno wat to do. Felt lazy to walk bac home n come out again in half an hour time, so i wandered around in carefour. Anyway, jus as i stepped into Carefour they called me n ask me to go there at once as there's a vacant time for the dentist to consult me.
I went. As usual, tat lady clad in white coat wit a mask gestured warmly at me. I gargled the listerine she offered before the whole scaling process takes place. I remained cool unlike during my younger days, when lying on the chair seems like offering my head on a gullotine waiting for it to take me. I was cool..She checked n assured me tat everything's fine wit my teeth and was happy when she told me i was lucky tat all my wisdom teeth dawned out perfectly in position.hehe..So then the scaling process starts.
It started and hurted me quite..Felt as if my gum was peeling out.. One by one, startin from the molar, premolar , canine and incisors..after finishing the upper row , she asked me to spit out my saliva and she told me there's some blood.Ok then i spitted. to my horrow, my saliva was dark red in colour. Fuh..i was jus like the TVB series heroe who always vomit out blood after a success triumph against the villian. It relieves me bit after i imagined myself tat way. Asked her why was so much blood and she told me i got gingivitis. hmmm, i don think so..
Anyway she carried on her job scaling off those plaques one by one till the end and asked me to spit out again. Again, my imagination struck wildly. This time there were clots of blood and i can feel the pain everywhere in my mouth..She ended her job by polishing my teeth. It was numb at the end of the whole process..
After everything's done, i paid a wholesome of RM62 for tat consultation. Uh tat was dear. My previous scaling was jus RM30. Asked if there's a student price for tat, she jus smiled..My whole mouth was filled wit this iron smell. So disgusting, n felt so compelled each time i swallow my saliva. upon reaching home, i checked the mirror. Uh, there were wholes in every of my gums. Explained everything wat so called 'gingivitis'...As for now, i felt pain each time i chew my meal..It paid off quite costly...

The Aimless Ride.

Much to my greed to fill in my contentment, i was so frustrated of myself recently. Frustrated of myself being achieving nothing beneficial to myself during this break. Its been 2 weeks since I got my result which marked the dawn of my holidays. Been trying to keep myself busy wit the house chores, helping around mom to prepare the CNY delicacies, tidy up my personal stuff, lepaks, looking for part time job,some sports- jogging, badminton, tkd...but in the end, i still feel discontented, without any satisfaction of things i've did. Jus dunno why..Jus can't find anything to satisfy myself...No any high expectation of anything...jus dunno why...wat happen ah??
From dawn till dusk, things i recalled were merely jus waking from bed, bath, eat, hosue chores, sleep, surfing aimlessly..um...yea tat's all. Days were jus lethargic, n dull...haih..Occasionally went out wit friends, n wished it could be longer..

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Many Happy Returns Buttock~

Buttock..
Happy 23rd Birthday la..Not gonna write lots of stuff here butt, the more i allocate words here, the more i'm gonna waste the space here in my blog..wahahaha...
haiyah,we're lam zi hon(canto) ma, no need to say so much words to each other one ma rite?
Haiyo, another 2.5 years to go, gonna live together somemore, aiyo, tell me if its never too late to say those touching words for u for ur birthday rite?In S'ban, i say to u till u vomit la..
Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUTT!
Lou *tuuut* lor..predispose to osteoporosis, CVS problem,impaired memory cognitive skills, immobility, incontinence, many more but on top of all is IMPOTENCE la..faster find one other half for urself before u got impotence which is jus a stone throw away in time reaching for u..wahahaha
"May the BLESSINGS charms around u throughout the year and May the HAPPINESS comes running wildly to u, and hope everything u wish for this year wil jus turn out in a 'puffff' for u la...
hehe... I knoe u gonna like this pic i posted below here..kekeke
See..tell me wat's ur butt mimic is all about?kekeke
Everyone who had made it happen for butt and not forgetting our lavishly Chan See

CowCow's Exportation's woes...Msia--->N.Zealand


Showing attitude punya cowcow~hehehe

And so he was standing still there,wit his 4 cow legs..cladding in his black nike colar t-shirt,Equiped completely wit his luggage, those farewell presents by his close ones, and not forgetting mineral water n some tit bits tat i bought for him to munch in the plane..Tat's the final countdown moment tat i'm gonna see tat cow for a the nex 3 seasons, when he'll be coming bac again to Msia,during his summer in New Zealand. One by one, we were queing in a semicircular formation waiting for tat cow to gav us the the final hugs, wishes, and handshakes before stepping into his new chapter of life in NZ. Unexpectedly,though whimper of tears by some of our fellow friends which is so surreal enuf to make the situation a sobbing condition, yet tat cow seems cool n steady, proving tat my judicious expectation was so wrong indeed.
A person wit an unconditioned care for friends, caring and helpful,determined, funny when get to knoe him..certainly,he will always play as different towering role in each and every of us who knew him.
Wish u here:
"the VERY BEST in everything u are facing there wit great STRENGTH and PERSEVERENCE..May there be light upon u to guide and drive u to the path whenever u are phantomed wit great difficulties.."
Bon Voyage, my friend..
DATE:20th January 2007
Time:1850 hours

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Faith N Friendship

Here's my article for my convo mag to all my dearest friends, who stood my me throughout that period- your encouraging words, guidance, support, faith, and prayer saw me through a low point in my life and for tatm you hav my utmost gratitude... MILLIONS THANK YOU!!!!

I believe faith remains an elusive comprehension among all of us. Each of us have our own yardstick of how strong our faith stands still when challenges are up there upon us. I felt compelled to write this article and wanted to share with u guys, after I experienced how I engaged the struggle to rebuild my faith in the midst of grave peril. It was a merely a year ago when this happened to me…This astringent memory stays vividly in me and had become part of my life, reminding me most of the time of my past mistakes. I flunked my semester 3 finals.
It never ceases to dampen me of how I can fail my major exams, as studies are never considered as a hurdle to me throughout my primary and secondary schooldays. I’m here not to boast how brilliant I am, but just to describe the contrast feeling that I encountered towards the first failure in my life that I never expected before. That afternoon everything stays fresh as ever in my mind. Upon receiving my results slip from AAD in MPH, I had a bad feeling, different from what I felt during the semester 1 finals results. My heart pounded profusely, and was sweating all over my palms n feet. I was expecting the worst, but I knew I wasn’t ready for it. I was too weak to face the imminent truth that my sixth sense had been telling me. I asked Poh Sen to help me to get open for me. Once he glanced at my result I knew my sixth sense was accurate, he drove his full attention towards me when he was actually still chatting happily with Aaron. He stared at me at his full acuity, and furrowed his brows before tapping me on my shoulder. We used to joke around nastily, but I knew he was real this time. I was hoping so much that it was just a prank, but I knew I was actually still procrastinating myself to face the truth.. the real truth that I failed. He showed me, and his first sentence were “there’s still time, don give up”. Yes, true enough I failed.
I paused, stared endlessly at the slip. I went blank. Thoughts, more thoughts and more undefined thoughts were dancing around my mind. I don’t know how to respond to it. Zhi yong broke the brief paused. He asked if I’m ok with my result. I passed my slip to him and I continued to pave my thoughts, pondering my impending future. Will I stay on board with other batchmates in M204? Will I still be able to fulfill my ambition to be a doctor or if it’s merely jus a dream that I’ve been craving for? I felt myself being a useless runt. I felt being a runt among my group of friends. Soon enough, Andrew, Hai Liang, Chin Pei, Sze Siew and Christina knew about my result. Chin pei and Christina came to me, tapping on my shoulder and tried at their best demeanor to comfort me. Glen was there too. I was still sitting on the chair, when Gordon came to me along with Hendrick. Both of them didn’t utter out a single word. Gordon looked at me, he knew I was trying my best to keep my composure cool, yet he did not stop me. It was a silence in the MPH, as if those who were in the MPH were mourning. Then, Poh Sen held my hands up and began to pave our ways out from the MPH. As we were out from the braodway, Desmond approached me, and introduced his dad to me before he realized that I failed. He prayed for me and gave me his number for me to contact him if I needed help. I was moved, touched by him and began to feel touched by my friends who had being with me earlier just now.
Upon reaching ground floor, Ganesh was there. He came to me and passed me past years papers and some tips that he found useful during his earlier preparation for the exams. Oh yes, Wern was there, on ground floor too, when she approached me with her un smile to cheer me up. I went back to my room accompanied by Wern. Upon reaching my room, fleeting thoughts of my parents ran across my mind and I couldn’t help it, and eventually burst into tears. Whimper of tears sobbing from my eyes, reflected questions in me of how I can fail the paper.. Did I neglected my studies for SRC? Taekwondo? Sports? Or maybe SMSes? Or maybe izzit coz I’m destined to fail? Sheers of silly thoughts hummed through my mind. I knew I was too late to think the causes. I turned to Wern for solace.
That night, I tried hard to sleep. I faced a monstrous nightmare in reality and it left me a very very deep misery and sorrow chapter in my life. I traced back again my mistakes and those encouraging words and SMSes by my fellow friends and family. I knew I couldn’t be in that situation for long and the only way out is to fight..to fight with perseverance of faith and hope, learning from my mistakes. Its not easy though, to withstand the horrendous pressure for 5 weeks when all my friends were having holidays, having fun with their electives, celebrating Chinese New Year, and so on. I had to mug for 5 weeks, attending remedial classes, study group, and worst of all, is the psychological push that is needed to prepare for another final. The weeks passed as though were years. I experienced episodes of sleepless nights. I tried to persevere my thoughts from time to time towards a positive outcome in the end. I tried to look for motivations from my friends via SMSes and calls. Days are getting nearer, and the fear of exams began to imprint in me. I never had this feeling of fearing exams before. I felt myself a coward, and loser in exams.. I was lucky enough that time to have my friends, lover and family with me that during crucial period.
Soon enough, the exams began, and all of the resit students underwent the paper with great torment. The paper was tough, in fact tougher than the real paper. Many small particulars were set as questions, and it was more clinically orientated. Dr.Thani, our coordinator, as usual with his humble abode calmed us down and told us that he’ll try his best. Results were out a week later then. Ironically, I felt contented. Neither do I feel scared nor anxious for it. Not nervous and no cold sweat, I remained calm on the day the results were out. I opened my slip myself, n yes….I’ve made it!!!
I hope I can share my article and would be able to contribute to u all as an inspirational true story when we’re at our bottom point of our lives. There are still infinite miles of journey that we need to travel along in our future undertakings as a doctor, companion, and parent. After this chapter, I strongly believe to myself that nothing is predestined. Everything happened for a reason, may it be because of our own mistakes. Hold on our faith when we met the obstacles halfway on our journey. The obstacles of our past can become the gateways that lead to new beginnings… All the best !!!! 

“Special thanks to all my friends; Gordon,Poh Sen,Glen, thanx so much for ur encouraging words, SMSes, and guidance throughout tat period, ur notes; Hai Liang, Andrew, and Zhi Yong for ur q n a sessions during the last week before the real day; Ganesh, for ur tips and past year papers; Kok Hooi for ur past years papers and guidance; Desmond for ur prayers and company in the library during the remedial class week; Shio Yen and Wen Hao for ur prayers too; Hau Chun, Hendrick, Sze Liang, Hon Lian, Debbie, Christina, Kexin, Chin Pei, Sze Siew, Kim Kwan, Callista, Khai Luen, Ding, Sau Tjun,Chris Kia, fellow SRC members(Chow, Eve, Jing, Nadia, Raj, Shirline, Drick, Kah Heng), Pei Ling, Yi Jie, Sue Choo, Sumiin , my fellow seniors( Adeline, Shieh Ning, Kar Ying, Khang Hee n few more), Joe Quah, for u guys continuous effort n SMSes.. Last but not least, Wern for being a wonderful companion who never give up ur faith in me when my faith was stranded throughout tat period..”
Thanx too for all whom I forgotten to mention.. sorry eh :P

A proud M204-ian,
Yeang Wee

Colours of Rebel

True enough, i passed! I merely jus passed my EOS 5, as wat the rumours saying tat only 1 failure in my batch, had been ardously spread since the viva list was out. I was pleased with my result. Nothing more than tat. I could had demand more of wat i've done n expected, but who cares...i passed...=) 5 Sems in IMU and my results all the while were not strikingly encouraging, except during my first sem n during my last few exams in IMU. I guess, I hav to keep my priorities and concentration anew when i got to my new phase in Seremban. Oh yes, I've managed to pursue to my 2nd new phase which seems to be still in blur distinct. Anyway, tat's not the highlight..hehe..

Upon receiving my results, tat evening i was in my heady excitement to dye my hair..which i had actually tot for few months ago. I'm dying for it actually. I reached the saloon n everything went on smoothly. I believe in tat hair stylist's prowess, n fair judgement,so i basically just asked him to mix n match everything for me, while trying not being look like 'ah beng'. He chose this 'pink yellow' colour for me, which i tot might too eccentric but in the end, when tat colour mixed together wit my natural black hair, it turned out to be goldish yellow... Here's some sample..




I've expected the outcome when my mom saw this. But i never knew it turned out to be so funny to me. No doubt, i got scolded like nobody's business. Reason?...First, no medical students dyed hair( i felt so inspired actually if its true,i'll be the first medical student to achieve such achievment,i'm more than honoured to do so), 2nd only SAMSENG and BADDIES dyed hair(might as well our country's law is to arrest ppl wit hair dyed) 3rd,when i asked bout her own hair colour which is being dyed, she answered me bac tat she's a gal...I felt more compelled into asking more, or else i would end up laughing rolling on the floor, or perhaps i should be angry?..i'm confused..And so...we're not in talking terms, til i dyed my hair bac to black..Nah!..NO WAY!!!!Its rather a win win situation..keke.

Anyway, things got chill down...
I'm jus ok wit it...She's ok wit tat too...Perhaps after receiving my results slip today, only then she felt more joyed...
Overall, i'm quite pleased la, though i wan the other colour...yet another colour of rebel..

Monday, January 15, 2007

When Road Met n Diverged


The recent departure of one my close buddy,Hendrick miles away to Aussie had left me a deep loss of another companion whom i might not be able to see again. Moment of rekindlement during our moments together as housemate, colleagues(SRC,AMSA), PBLmate, CSU-mate, was afresh in my mind. Its kinda bit heavy, trying to think tat he's leaving there for his own good, pursueing his life's dream tat we had shared together during our good old days in C1-3-5 makes me feel better. Gone were the days..So fast n yet so quick..Bon Voyage my dear friend~

Trying to rekindle bac again,perhaps this is not my first time facing such a momentous situation coping wit my life, moving ahead always while trying encapsulate my feeelings not to be too drifted away by the feelings of sobness...Tears were shed umpteen times before during my younger age when me n my family were leading towards a nomadic life,even now.moving um...the 5th settlement i am staying now. Knowing someone and separating were then become such a norm for me. Counting now, I knew a real number of ppl from different traits of life.Really lot, We joyed, shared, n doing activities tat we wil strive for our life's dream..In the middle, we learnt from each other, accepting each other weaknesses and try to improve from there.. There's more to be listed of wat i've treasured wit ppl tat i knew before. Some of them, are stil in mobile phone n stil being in touch, some,God knoes went where n some minority had perished n met Him njoying now, i guess.Afterall every beginning has an ending, jus tat we never knoe when n where.. "Life's like a box of chocolate,u never knoe wat u've gotta get".(sounds familiar eh?...forrest gump '96)
There's more yet to come soon, when seperating wit someone tat i knew n joyed together for years wil come to an end except for the memories tat's being left vividly behind...
When each of us from different directions of roads wil meet at junction and diverged again..we move on..life stil goes on.